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My life feels like it's crumbling before my eyes.
This is me trying to take back control.
This is me trying to take back control.
As the tears run down my face I realize you will never know the place that you really hold in my heart. Yes I tried to belittle my feelings for you by only having you care for me in a physical way. But dammit I want more from you. My heart is pouring out to you and only you. Why can’t you see or why do you ignore it. I know you know. I can tell in the way you look in my eyes, softly kiss my lips, and always have me near you that you feel the same way too. I am such a silly woman to even fall in love with a man like you but I can’t help but love your smile, the way you look when your sleep, your personality, your strengths, your weaknesses, your touch, your aroma … just your everything. This is crazy and this is wrong. I know your going to hurt me but I just can’t help but love you.
